pernah

'Pengalaman..mengajarku jangan mudah meluahkan isi hatiku.
Tapi bila dia melamarku, senyuman ayu mu hatiku luas terbuka.
Yang kuidamkan musnah yang kugenggam terpisah.
Aku pernah jatuh cinta dan Kerana cinta diriku merana.
Aku pernah bahagia.Yang Tak manisnya buatku terpedaya.
Biarkan ku temankan pilu.Haruskah cinta kejam padaku?

Kini mulaku terasakan degupan hatiku mula rasa gelisah.
Kehadiranmu ku mengharapkan
dapat menghilangkan kegelapan di hidup ku.
Kau yang seharus yang pertama akan terakhir selamanya.
Biarku lupa kisah yang lalu akan ku gubah hidupku yang baru.
Ya.Aku pernah jatuh cinta..dan juga pernah bahagia.
Kasih yang pernah mengajarku agar hidup bahagia bersamamu...’’


Actually if you guys can recognize, paragraph the above is a lyric – pernah by ferhad. It is significant with my life. Itu dulu, dulu dan dulu. Now, I leave it behind me. Do not turning back and pick it up again.no.no.no more ya! Yup, some people do talk about me (I mean bout this). They said I’m the stupid dummy that easily fallin’ in love. To naive about special relationship. I admit it. Ya...to naive to involve with this kind of speechless relationship. What so ever. I’m too in love yet so easy to be cheated. It’s really hurt me. Now days, I don’t want to think bout it again. Past is the past. Let it be. Others can say whatever they wanna say. They talked bad things about me behind my back. I’m doing my job and other obligations. I don’t disturb others but why do they really care and try to be a very busy body person? They dislike other people being happy. I don’t know what is in their mind. Always keep and keep blaming me. It’s natural to be human being, always blaming people. Thank god! I’m not alone in this world. Still have my family (ayah,mama,along and akak), relatives and friends. To them I speak out my problems and thanks to those who really taking care of me...to my seniors (aja and era) and my friends (zulaikha,ilya,syafiqa,zarith,eikin) thanks again coz you all always beside me when I’m really need. Love you girls. Muahxx!!