my sunshine are not glittering enough...

5.30am i was awake coz i heard my brother and my mum discuss something..they said ''ayah admitted at the pantai medical centre (PMC)''.shocked.numb.like the clock doesn't exist.immediately after receiving the info,i cant get into sleep.hard for me to do so.try to get sleep coz 10am i need to drive back to my campus(pahang).cant believe this thing happen to me.redha.tawakal to Allah.i was crying to my mum and my sis.i told them,i'm scared to leave ayah alone at the hospital,and i wont go back to my campus.mum doesn't agree with my decision.she refused.hard for her to make a decision.lemah.takder semangat.thats what mum told me.lagi la mira nangis.sedih sgt.coz tak pernah tgk mama down mcm tue.sharp 8am,i drove to the hospital to visit my dad.my sis and mama went to the hospital first.i reached there late 15 minutes.meet ayah.i feel sad.i spend time with them for 1 hour and 15 minutes.then,i need to hurry back to campus.outside the room,again me cried.argh!nie tak boleh jd.mira kena kuat.be a strong gurl.i meet my frens,then we went back together.on da way back,me prays that ayah will be ok.hope.always keep reminding my self.inyaallah ayah tak der ape-ape.amin.